Loria moved to Heaven 7 years ago.
Even though we miss her dearly here on Earth,
we know that she is now at peace.

However ~ that doesn't stop my
selfishness of wanting her here with me.

If only ...
 


 
 


 
Seven years ago today
A dream forever died,
And since that day, my thoughts have been,
"Why, dear Lord, oh, why?"
 
No answers come, and I trudge on,
Forever changed and sad,
If only I had known your thoughts,
Could I have changed the bad?
 
But wonderings and questions are
Useless in the end,
They cannot bring you back, my dear;
They cannot my heart mend.
 
And so I celebrate your life
And all the things you loved,
Hoping that it somehow brings
Joy to you above:
 
The beauty of earth's simple things --
Sunflowers, friends, and sport;
The taste of vinegar on foods,
Movies long or short;
 
Roxy, Dave Matthews and more:
These things your soul evoke,
The laughing eyes and face I loved,
Before that sad day broke.
 
I'll try to keep my focus on
The promise that you bore
And keep your love within my heart
For life and evermore.
 
A promise, dear, I make to you --
Forgot, you'll never be,
For I will celebrate your life
For all eternity.
 
 

 

The above poem was written for Loria by my
dear friend and fellow grieving Mom, Saralyn Smith.
Please visit the beautiful memorial site she has
created and maintains for her son Robbie here.


Thank you again Saralyn.